ready for christmas

christmas is coming! i am going enjoy it really hard this time round!
btw, christmas shopping is done. spend 100 bucks on clothes ... well, there will be more shopping when i fly off to HAIKOU in a week's time HEEHEEHEE

plan for tmr:
morning - art lesson
noon - cleaning the hse (nt that i will enjoy it, but i will like the end result)
afternoon - movie marathon
evening - pizza time and party!


enjoy ur christmas too!

milestone

within a month's time, i have completed at least 7 full phy papers, 8
full chem papers, 4 gsc papers, 7 full maths papers, gp alot(because
of tuition). i know it sounds crazy but i have a goal in mind, so i worked hard.

i think it's a bit late to blog about A 'lvl (and im also quite reluctant to do so) but i want to write this period of difficulties down in words, so to rmb --- that if i strive--- i can overcome any obstacles even when it seems impossible.

over these few months, i felt like i have fallen into hell, hectic life made me breathless. everyday, i have to complete a certain sets of papers and questions. everyday, i was counting down to the days of A's.

finally, when a lvl arrived, i felt slightly uncertain and scared. there are so many what if(s) that i have no answer to it. when i was sitting for chemistry P3, i felt that i was crashed by the first wave, harsh and painful. am i that lousy? will all my efforts go into the drain? can i do well for chemistry? panicking! suffocating

GP (never felt confident, it seems like my logic and common sense are all bullshit) until i find a GP tutor, i felt slightly better and more confident. the night before GP paper, i was uncertain and afraid. what if all the topics come out is not what i have studied, what should i do?! and he told me,' when life gives you lemon, make lemonade'. true enough, we cant control our fate, but we can try our best and leave no regrets. this is the best part of life isn't it? to work hard for ur own goal and live our lives to the fullest. the next day, none of the topics i chosed came out, but gladly, i was not affected and chosed food hunger question in the end. i wrote 6 pages, the longest essay in 2 years.

about the rest, i was kind of getting used to the exams and they didnt really leave a deep impression on me. so i wish myself all the best in getting good result.

i aim high, i try hard.